… Fuck
Off is what I should have said, drop
Dead what I should have felt, slit your
Throat you fucking piece of shit
Never ever did I feel like that
And my heart said I should forget
Forgive all the shit you did
“You love him, like your own blood”
Brothers what we were, fuck
You for taking all I had
Screaming all out, feeling bad
My fucking lungs, they collapse
Chest heaving, I take my last breath
I can’t take it anymore
Blood is dripping on the floor
After all the time was gone
Deceits and lies and victimhood
And all the fucking shit you talked
Every single time my back I turned
I could not take it any longer
I thought I would be so much stronger
I cut you out, my heart turned cold
My legs too weak to hold me up
My arms too weak to hold you brother
All because you had no lover
All because no one there that loved you
Did it ever, ever occurred to you
I felt the same, we talked it through
We were alike in all the pain
The hate, the sorrow, all the sameIn the end, you had it planned
To get the love that you deserved
To mend the wounds inside yourself
You gave it up, for one last chance
Your family, your friends and myself
And now your lost, alone, in pain
Your plan was shit and I am drained
I see your life in pieces now
Shattered, destroyed and you are low
But I, I see you and could not care
Enough for you, I would not even dare
To feel some hate towards your misery
I’m done with you, this ain’t no victory
We both have lost, our pain in vain
Heed my last words: I hope, I never see you again.